Wasted emotions Nightspirit's secret crush

Wasted emotions ( a short scene thing between Soulkiller and Nightspirit):

Nightspirit: *he was walking alone at the moment in his true human form but he was in fact carrying something in one of his hands and it was a lovely diamond shaped in the form of a heart . He was planning on giving it to Blacksoul in fact but before he could get very far he noticed Soulkiller coming his way now. Before he could hide out of sight Soulkiller had noticed him and now went up towards him*.

Soulkiller: Well... Well what do we have here? where are you off to in a hurry brother?.

Nightspirit: Nothing you need to know *he glared at his brother coldly now*.

Soulkiller: Oh really now? *he was taunting him now before he then added* Let me guess going to see Blacksoul again? you are wasting your time with her you know.

Nightspirit:  Do you always have to ruin everything ? Yes I know she got a crush on Scry you don't need to remind me that but it won't stop me from secretly loving her so much that I would die for her if I had to. Least I can do is be there for her .

Soulkiller: You did not even tell Scry or Blacksoul about any of that have you?.

Nightspirit: N-No I have not and I don't plan on telling since I don't want to ruin anything or make things hard for either of them since they both mean a lot to me and I really look up to them both. Though I could tell that Scry wants to stay single but if Blacksoul got a crush on him then there is nothing I can really do about that since my feelings don't matter to anyone anyway .

Soulkiller: But you still love her don't you? is this your first time falling in love? when did you start to have feelings for her?.

Nightspirit: ... Yes... Yes I still love her very much though I will never be able to tell her that and all because I don't want to make things hard for her or ruin her happiness. I first started to get feelings actually from the first moment when I had noticed her with Scry and when she had first met Scry in fact but I kept it to myself though. Yes it is my first time ever falling in love with someone actually .

Soulkiller: I figured that since I know that you not been wanting to fall in love with anyone but Blacksoul seems to have changed your mind about that and you really like and love her just the way she is and won't judge her for who or what she is.

Nightspirit: That is true she just has something special about her that makes me love and care about her deeply . I have a strong need to protect her and help her too.

Soulkiller: Yet you are in a way wasting your time and emotions for her however since she made it very clear just on how much she loves and cares about Scry after all . Don't even know on why you bother to still care about her and still have a secret crush on her.

Nightspirit:  Because someone needs to be there for her I been alone all of my life so I know on how it is like to feel hurt inside and feel unwanted or to blame myself for things all too well. You would not understand it because you never been in love or had someone who means the world to you just yet.

Soulkiller: Whatever I don't have any interest in getting attached to anyone or falling in love.

Nightspirit: That is on what I said too until I saw Blacksoul that is trust me you might find someone who will get you to fall in love and all. Soulkiller please don't tell Scry or Blacksoul about any of this i don't want them to know about this since i don't want to hurt ethier of them.

Soulkiller: *he just rolled his eyes not impressed* Fine i won't tell .

Nightspirit: *he just nodded his head then ignored his brother for now and was now trying to walk off thankfully for him his brother did not follow after him and had let him leave *.

Soulkiller: Idiot is just going to end up with a broken heart and getting himself killed one of these days*he now left heading off to go somewhere else for now*.

Nightspirit: *he knew that Scry had a lot girls who have crushes on him and he knew he would never be that lucky being half shadow wolf made him so dangerous after all and he really hated being half shadow wolf sometimes. he sighed under his breath as he now was walking to another arena he had in fact been sneaking in gifts to Blacksoul quite a lot of times now in secret though and without getting caught doing it since he did not want anyone to know about his secret crush on her after or wanted her to know that he had a crush on her. He now found a place where he could leave the diamond shaped heart that had Blacksoul's name on it in fact in a spot where he knew Blacksoul would for sure find it and all. He now put the diamond shaped heart down in a good hiding spot before he then left it there and then ran off now and headed back to his home for now. He lived and hanged around mostly in a abandoned house place and all so he was often seen and found there most of the time. But as he was running back to his home though there were some tears pouring down his face somewhat but he tried to ignore them though and just kept on running until he got back to his home then just went inside the house to get some rest for a while. He knew that he might never know if he would ever be loved or not for the time bringing*.